I am certain, if you have read my previous posts, you will be able to tell I am treading lightly with this one. It is delicate, and must be treated as such. I do not mean to suggest I am not going to be completely honest. I just intend to honor the delicate nature of the beast. However, I gotta talk about it because it’s exciting as all hell.
She’s really fricken cool. Funny, intelligent, charming, sweet, honest, broken and drop dead gorgeous. Her smile alone would knock you off your feet. When she’s nervous, she dances. A whole row a women all getting ready to perform, and there she is bouncing around. It’s pretty damn adorable. She has a deep faith in Christ, but isn’t an ignorant asshole. She treats people the way she wishes to be treated – done and done. She’s had horrible things done to her, and yet she still manages to shine. She likes a lot of the same geeky things I do, as well as a lot of the non-geeky things. She loves Thompson. She’s read my blog – and didn’t run away. In fact, it made her want to get to know me better. For the first time, in a very long time, I am genuinely excited about someone. Someone I honestly believe could be a good thing. I’m even willing to go to church with her. Asked her if I could, in fact. Actually, what I asked was; “Would it be weird if I said I’d like to go to church with you? The question being, would it be weird?” Her answer? “Not at all.”
She’s awesome, you guys. Really fricken, even.
Okay, so, maybe I didn’t tread as lightly as I said I would. That’s only because I have no intention of posting this unless it all works out. So, if you are reading this, it did.